So mission accomplished - so no need to come back and do it again. Thank you to the universe - thank you for taking good care of me - throughout my life.
"GOOD NIGHT BULLER - SLEEP WELL - I LOVE YOU -" I'LL ALWAYS TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOU!" WHAT IS THE MEANING?"
Yes why have I written this story.?
- Not to get pity
- I can't handle that role
- but why then?
- There are probably many reasons for that.
- The role of problem child
- I leave that here, along with my eternal role as pleaser.
- The problem child has filled a lot in my life
- without me really recognizing the image.
- The Pleaser role was important to me
- so I was recognized
- I downplayed it in the middle of my life.
- This feeling of not being good enough. Felt different.
- But I think - for the most part - I've done my best.
- Always felt I had to be better - to get recognition - love.
- Because I'm just a child who was abandoned by his parents
- Not being caught by the system with all the well-trained specialists! - To show off my parents? No, I love them dearly
- I am a love child of 2 people who loved each other deeply.
- Maybe the adults were just children who were abused themselves.
No, the closest thing to an answer would be:
- If there is a reader who recognizes the story or parts of it
- then the message to them must be:
- You are completely OK
- you always have been.
- You are not a problem child - never have been.
- You are a wonderful child.
- Like some adults on your trip did mischief!
- You are completely without fault or guilt. You need an unreserved apology
- you were NEVER the problem. So be kind and forgive yourself
- for being too hard on yourself - but love yourself.
If you don't have a healthy and loving connection with your inner child - So get it done.
- You deserve it.
- You deserve it. You are loved
- I love you - we love you and are sending you lots of bright and loving energies from the universe.
Hugs Finn ❤❤ 🙏
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